So
this is me.
Girl
with a number of friends,
Never
knowing if this ends,
A
day goes by, same different faces I see,
But
still, they don’t know the inside of me.
Sometimes
I’m talking to them on the phone,
Other
times I’m wishing to be alone,
But
mainly I just want to be happy,
That’s
the only thing I want to be.
You
see, I’m not any indifferent,
I
can’t choose or decide, I just can’t,
For
when the night arrives,
I
know they’re still going on with their lives.
While
I just sit on my bed and take a rest,
And
still trying my very best,
That
the aspirations and dreams in my fantasy
Will
finally not just be my imagines but
Will
finally be in my reality.